Saturday 9 March 2013

Writing

Normally writing is not a real issue for me. However, last year whilst I was completely distracted by my research and dissertation I agreed to write the chapter of a new textbook. After I finished my dissertation I needed some time off and then I was ill and then my brain rebelled any time I thought of doing something academic. And now I am blogging, doing updates, sorting emails and generally procrastinating when I should be writing as the deadline for the 8000 word chapter is at the end of the month and I have the grand total of 1258 words on paper!!

http://www.routledge.com/books/details/9780415822954/

Lent

I have been getting daily emails from the Diocese of Bristol with their forty voices daily reflections for Lent http://www.bristol.anglican.org/2013/forty-voices-daily-reflections-for-lent/ which have been helpful and thought-provoking in turn.


One step forward, how many steps back?

Do you know, I had a day last month when I felt really well and energetic and better than I had for months. But then things went wrong again. I had tried to strip back my diary to bare bones but after feeling so well I thought maybe I could do more and let stuff creep back in so that I was working most days and had things on most evenings too. And so last weekend I had the worst 3 day migraine in a long time. And the fatigue ....

So, back to cutting things out of the diary, trying to fit some exercise in, and get on back to the doctors again seems to be the plan for the next month or so.


Wednesday 2 January 2013

New Year

I have spent most of the last six weeks being ill. I have finally come to the realisation that there is a cost to overdoing things after all. I am not the superwoman that I thought I was. And after overdoing things for at least two years my body has finally broken down and said, enough is enough, you have to look after me.

So the New Year sees me cutting out a LOT of activities and commitments. The new focus is to hang out with friends and family, have fun, get some balance in my life/work balance (for too long its been work/life out of balance).

Let's see how this all works out then ....

Wednesday 14 November 2012

MADASH

MADASH is an acronym for Mondays at Dave and Sian's House. It's first incarnation was as a youth group which we led at King's Church but the new version is for mutual pastoral care at Malmesbury Abbey. It has only been going for three weeks and the idea is for us to meet together in an informal way and eat together and support each other. I can't speak for how others are seeing it but from my own point of view I am already making the transition from 'entertaining' to 'hospitality'. I am worrying less about the state of the floors and more about the needs of the people who come. And it has already been an encouragement to me.

I spoke to The Lovely Linda about is last week and this week she sent me an encouraging verse from 'The Message' with her own words to 'know that you are in a right place - doing the right thing - right now!'. The verses from The Message were Romans 15:1-2
     "Those of us who are strong and able in the faith need to step in and lend a hand to
      those who falter, and not just do what is most convenient for us. Strength is for service,
      not for status. Each one of us needs to look after the good of the people around us, asking
      ourselves, "How can I help?"."

Monday 12 November 2012

Bonus days

Don't you just love bonus days? Twice last week I went into work to find that no appointments had been made for me and I had unexpected time off. Friday I had gone all the way to Bridgwater but it turned into the most wonderful day. I decided to park myself in a coffee shop on the way home with a large mug of gingerbread latte while I completed a book review that has been on my 'to do' list for a good couple of weeks. That was a very pleasant couple of hours. And then when I got home I found that Mr E was having coffee with one of my bestest friends and I was able to join them for a bonus half hour.

Friday was the birthday of 'the lovely Linda' and so I took the opportunity of bonus time off to go and see her and had the most wonderful 2.5 hours catching up with her and having a good old natter over coffee and birthday cake.

That evening I went to 'Movies at Malmesbury' for the first time. I have never managed to get organised enough previously to know what was on and to get tickets. I went to see a 'Globe on Screen' production which is a project to bring plays from The Globe Theatre in London to the big screen around the country. And the offering in question was 'Dr Faustus'. I was expecting a Christopher Marlowe play to be pretty high brow but was very pleasantly surprised to find myself laughing out loud at some parts as well as loving the theological nature of the topic. A thoroughly good way to end a thoroughly good day.

Friday 2 November 2012

Inspirational people

Reading the blog of my lovely friend Andrea has inspired me to blog a bit more myself. It was fascinating to see how creative and talented she is at the same time as being funny, informative and just plain interesting. My own blog seems a little dull in comparison but maybe with practice it will be something worth reading.

So getting some inspiration there made me think about the inspiring people, places, things and events that are all around. I have been lucky enough in the last couple of years to have several people tell me that I have inspired them, be it with exercise or studying or even in one amazingly encouraging conversation to walk with God. The odd thing is that I don't feel in the least inspirational. Maybe that is the point, trying too hard to be inspirational is like trying to catch a cloud. It's not so much WHAT we do that captures people's imagination and inspires them so much as HOW we do whatever it is that we do.

Not only has Andrea inspired me to keep on blogging but she has also inspired me to keep home more creatively. Mr E (how funny, as he often is a bit of a mystery) has been pleased to be on the receiving end of home -cooked food every night this week and even got some home baking. I have always been able to cook since I started stirring the gravy and making jelly before I even started school. It's just that for the majority of my adult life I have opted not to cook the mundane every day food. Maybe now though I can indulge my creative cooking skills. I am sure that Mystery will not complain!

Another inspiration is Sarah, she is so passionate and committed to the youth of the area and especially of the church. We have recently acknowledged that youth work is NOT my passion but that does not stop me being inspired to pursue the things that do fire my passion. In my case that is mostly the world of work and health but lifelong learning, travel, reading, theatre and film are all up there too.

Adele inspires me to just get on out there and live. Steve inspires me to 'be the best'. Andy inspires me to just keep on and never quit. Dave inspires me with his amazing steadfastness. Mum-in-law inspires me with her commitment to family and her ability to keep on going, keep on giving, keep on being amazing. So many wonderful people around me ... so much wonderful inspiration.